Sekarang, ragamu boleh jadi berada di tempat yang salah. Namun, selama imanmu kau letakkan di tempat yang tepat, semuanya akan baik baik saja.

“Only once in your life, I truly believe, you find someone who can completely turn your world around. You tell them things that you’ve never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more. You share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at you. 

When something wonderful happens, you can’t wait to tell them about it, knowing they will share in your excitement. They are not embarrassed to cry with you when you are hurting or laugh with you when you make a fool of yourself. Never do they hurt your feelings or make you feel like you are not good enough, but rather they build you up and show you the things about yourself that make you special and even beautiful. There is never any pressure, jealousy or competition but only a quiet calmness when they are around.

You can be yourself and not worry about what they will think of you because they love you for who you are. The things that seem insignificant to most people such as a note, song or walk become invaluable treasures kept safe in your heart to cherish forever. Memories of your childhood come back and are so clear and vivid it’s like being young again. 

Colours seem brighter and more brilliant. Laughter seems part of daily life where before it was infrequent or didn’t exist at all. A phone call or two during the day helps to get you through a long day’s work and always brings a smile to your face. In their presence, there’s no need for continuous conversation, but you find you’re quite content in just having them nearby. Things that never interested you before become fascinating because you know they are important to this person who is so special to you. You think of this person on every occasion and in everything you do.

Simple things bring them to mind like a pale blue sky, gentle wind or even a storm cloud on the horizon. You open your heart knowing that there’s a chance it may be broken one day and in opening your heart, you experience a love and joy that you never dreamed possible. You find that being vulnerable is the only way to allow your heart to feel true pleasure that’s so real it scares you. You find strength in knowing you have a true friend and possibly a soul mate who will remain loyal to the end. Life seems completely different, exciting and worthwhile. Your only hope and security is in knowing that they are a part of your life.”
― Bob Marley

Aku sedang menunggu keputusan keputusan terbaik-Nya. Sekarang hanya ada dua hal yang aku pegang penuh, bertahan dan tetap percaya (:

Didunia ini tanyai sajalah siapa yang mau menjadi figuran? Ingin menjadi yang utama bukan berarti sebuah keegoisan dan kepercayaan diri yang berlebihan. Sederhananya itu manusiawi.

Sejatinya, Cinta tak akan pernah berjalan dengan mulus. Sejatinya jika memang Tuhan merajutnya untuk menjadi satu ikatan batiniah yang kuat, maka akan selalu ada jalan untuk menyatu.

Mengalah untuk Menang. Dan, kemenangan terbaik adalah kemenangan yg berasal dari hati (:

Lihat, hujan itu seperti saudara kembarmu. Entah kenapa kalian sama sama terisak dalam luka, namun aku heran saat langit tak lagi menangis dan menggantinya dengan seulas senyuman pelangi, matamu masih sembab, kau masih saja meneteskan air matamu perlahan. Malulah sedikit saja, Tuhan dan Malaikat Malaikat-Nya menyaksikanmu, bukankah lebih baik jika kau mendekat dan berbagi cerita pada mereka? Kau tidak sendiri. Senyumlah, mereka tak ingin kehilangan senyummu.

Mungkin Tuhan memberimu waktu agar kau bisa mencintai dirimu sendiri tanpa harus menunggu orang lain untuk mencintaimu. Mungkin itulah cara Tuhan mengajarkanmu agar kau mampu membahagiakan dirimu sendiri, sebelum suatu saat nanti kau akan menjadi orang yang selalu dibahagiakan oleh hamba-Nya, yang akan menjadi tulang rusukmu.

"Jika kesedihanku adalah melihatmu berbahagia dengan yang lain. Maka kesalahanku adalah membuatmu tidak berbahagia denganku"

Mungkin mereka yang selalu merasa sepi tidak menyadari akan keberadaan Tuhan. Kita tidak pernah benar benar sendiri. Ada mata yang menemani untuk melihat, ada telinga yang menemani untuk mendengar, ada mulut yang menemani untuk bicara, ada tangan yang menemani untuk menggengam, ada kaki yang menemani untuk berjalan dan ada hati tempat dimana Dia selalu menemani dalam segala hal.

Banyak yang salah mengasumsikan bahwa ambisi mereka adalah rasa cinta. Padahal jelas, antara cinta dan rasa ingin memiliki tidak sama. Ironis.

Whenever you're alone, remind yourself that Allah has sent everyboday away so that's only you and Him.

"Don't let anyone ever make you feel like you don't deserve what you want"

Karena kamu adalah sebab akibat

"Bagi manusia, hidup ini juga sebab akibat, Ray. Bedanya, bagi manusia sebab akibat itu membentuk peta dengan ukuran raksasa. Kehidupanmu menyebabkan perubahan garis kehidupan orang lain, kehidupan orang lain mengakibatkan perubahan garis kehidupan orang lainnya lagi, kemudian entah pada siklus keberapa, kembali ke garis kehidupanmu lagi.... Saling mempengaruhi, saling berinteraksi... sungguh kalau kulukiskan peta itu maka  ia bagai bola raksasa dengan benang jutaan warna yang saling melilit, saling menjalin, lingkar melingkar. Indah. Sungguh indah. Sama sekali tidak rumit" - Tere Liye, Rembulan Tenggelam di Wajahmu.

And this is

“There are some people who meet that somebody that they can never stop loving, no matter how hard they try. I wouldn’t expect you to understand that, or even believe it, but trust me, there are some loves that don’t go away. And maybe that makes them crazy, but we should all be lucky enough to end up with somebody who has a little of that insanity. Someone who never lets go. Someone who cherishes you forever.”

First, it sucks when you miss that person so much

That you look through old photos, old text messages, even old statuses. And it brings a smile to your face, but then hurts comes back and you know you shouldn’t be looking back. Unfortunately, you can’t help yourself because they really meaning something  to you and you thought it would of lasted.

But someday, we know that we’ll forget the hurt, the reason we cried and who caused us pain. We will finally realize that secret of being free isn’t revenge, but letting things unfold in their own way and own time. After all, what matters isn’t the first, but the last chapter of our life which shows how well we ran the race. Smile, Love, Forgive, believe and love all over again.